Reminise

i have alot of bad tendencies peace defeats my enemies i never knew how much you meant to me
i admit i made a few mistakes jealously would soon brew hate kindness for weakness from you i'd take
i ask god to please forgive my sins if i could get the chance again i'd be a loyal and romantic man
i know i lied right to your face not knowing love would soon erase i let the evilness consume my fate
now i pursue my faith i wish that i could just redo mistakes its different now and its for you i state
at times i've spoken vulgar determination baits my hunger my heart burns but it makes me stronger
never meant for you to feel such pain a righteous mind i will sustain and from the temptation i will refrain
my life was a pattern so sequential broke through my barriers now show potential an open heart is what i present you
i ask you can i be forgiven fed up with my indecent living the evil that lives in me diminished
i refuse again to be aggressive as i mature i show progression honestly i can say i learned my lesson
just wish i could rewind it all not worried and nevermind the cost
my thoughts stop and my mind is lost..

Eternal Love

i don't think you'll ever understand just how you've touched my life
no sense of me to lie how i've been living just not right
i don't think you could ever know just how special you really are
even on the darkest nights you are my brightest star
i don't think you will ever comprehend how you've made my dreams come true
or how you've opened my heart to love and all the things it can do
you've allowed me to experience something very hard to find
unconditional love that exist in my body, soul, and mind
i don't think you could ever feel all the love i have to give
and i'm sure you'll never realize you've become my will to live
you are an amazing person and without you who knows where i'd be
having you in my life completes every part of me
into my world of dark and silence you brought light and music
i understand how having love feels great i don't want to lose it
when you lit my fire, i began to see and understand the taste of love
i want you by my side for ever until i reach the gates above..

I'm Home

i close my eyes and vision peace i know its hiding somewhere
fall to my knees and pray to god that my happy days will come near
i want to laugh, don't want to cry i've shed massive tears for grouped years
the thought of never making it that would be my true fear
heaven or hell its hard to tell when i die which one i'll enter
my frosty heart is cold as december drink juice and liquor as my ember
misery keeps me company on the daily cannot escape it
its as if i wrote my life in ink regardless of cannot erase it
walk aimlessly down a dark path hoping the light develops
or will the evil box me in, the venom silently envelops
my life is bad no need ta cry, still i wish for better days
i hope and dream and wish and pray for things that never came
if i should die before i wake i ask the lord to take my soul
the lights around the gates to heaven is what i pray i'm shown
I'M HOME..