This Life I Live

i try hard to do right but its just not easy in this life i live
hated on because my skin is brown in this life i live
acknowledged only for the wrong things i do in this life i live
i wish hatred and evil would disappear in this life i live
lost and confused i walk with no guidance in this life i live
wish the lord would come down and show me the light in this life i live
i swear i try my hardest to steer clear from the devil in this life i live
nobody wants to help or even care for me in this life i live
everday i'm filled with anger and frustration in this life i live
sometimes i sit and question god in this life i live
look to the sky and wonder if i will see bright days in this life i live
god if you can hear me forgive me for my foul actons in this life i live
honestly sometimes i wish i could just die and end this life i live